Thursday, August 21, 2008

The Ticking Countdown

So I started this blog and did the one thing I vowed I would not, completely forget about it. Well, OOPS.... Now that summer is coming to a close I suppose there is no better time to get back to the art of blogging.


So as each day passes I am having a bit of anxiety that is building in the pit of my stomach about (gulp) SENIOR YEAR!!!!!!!!!! There is such much responsibility that is falling on my very nervous shoulders and things I have to do

The thing though that I realize is the most scary is that in a very short span of time I need to become an adult!!! Which scares me to no end because inside I feel nowhere near ready for this. My whole inner whatever is in some kind of denial that I have one more year of public school and then it is off to college. I don't have a clue as to where i want to go at this point which is getting very daunting I even still need to take the SATs this fall which has me scared shitliss.

Well the year is going to begin with lots of activity. I have to do my senior project which has been quite dormant since the end of last school year but it will come together I hope

Getting a job I am re-starting the applying process I still have not come to terms that I will probably end up working for Burger King!

And of course I need to get out of choir pronto before the year begins because I am so not going back there I have really closed the door on that little situation and quite frankly I will not be on any little bastards leash anymore.